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Eat Honey, Taste Mud

by House Sparrow

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1.
The crown of spring falls on a sullen brow The seer in the mirror spits forbidden hymns against a tree with his heavy hand bends the scale Whatever has betrayed him is unspoken and invisible to him Growth is meaningless All the lists and three part plans Leave the best with empty hands Contracts are a sale when I die people will be thinking to themselves, "what do I get?" "What is mine? I've given you some love, is that not worth a dime?" Or worth a damn What a scam I know the script so well because I thought it to myself Posture keeps the others tucked away In the Ivy Castle sits a young old man, a fake Peculiar, is the mind. It dances at the site of heaven just above the space kept locked away Of course, of course Branches bend and dance against a vintage window pane The lighting is just superb It's never as exciting as sitting silently alone with you In the dark In the dark In the dark In the dark Hold the light a little closer
2.
Returned to the forest Ceiling caved in Cabin eaves heavy Every breath of wind Doors swing open Doors swing open This room is nothing now All splinters, bent nails Dented kettle and no old friends The door is open The door is open The cat's path around the mountain Leaves no room for doubt Each and every paw mark Will melt when the sun’s out Every breath of wind Will slush and sway Bring me pollen And say The door is open The door is open The door is open Its mouth like a cavern Built for receiving Breathe it in Breathe it in Breathe it in Breathe it in
3.
You’ll see colors You’ll see yellows and greens The aperture closes, but you will not take it with grace. The blackness will snap you with its mouth. I’m no longer afraid of the light in my face. of the light in my face. I spent years trying to remember what it said about kindness. You’ll spend hours Punching air in a roomful of ghosts. The door slams closed. The door slams closed. But you will not take it with clenched teeth. You’ll wake up, roll over with ten deep breaths. You’ll leave it in the bed with your lover. You’ll have to hang it over him. And your lungs, They’ll be crushed, Under the weight of all the water, rushing down, on your tongue, As you’re trying to remember all those faces, all those friends who held your hand, who held your hand All those warm dry moments you have spent, you have spent. And you’ll watch as the sun slides down across a pond, somewhere, Alone in your heart with the world’s sound raining down on you.
4.
Let the party rage around you, lay you dying Each pinprick of sunlight coming in is another line Each bit of carpet twirling your frozen fingers through another fun time Let that air cold inside you, bare fingers clasped round the box you hold Intention in breath and a few good dents, well-loved moments, kept secrets, direct vents The world swirls around you, back to the wall A rock in the sun or a pebble in the hole Eyes out on you water lapping glass soul, let your dress fall, let your dress fall And the smoke curls at you like dirty river current, and they’re calling your name You and the wall you show are not the same, stand up to share, then shrink away Stand up to show you’re strong, then shrink away, cigarette smoke a prayer climbing up to a fat moon, the biggest in decades, watching your fire burn bright hot and then blue and strange And the whisper of the wide woods mouths your name And the bark and the leaves and the mold echo the whisper back to a street in the rain You’re drawn to each branch and each stone and each quiet patch of quiet shade Climbing, now, reaching always
5.
Tie A Rope 03:08
Tell me When this joy merges into pain. Tell me How many times a day. If there’s a brick in you there’s a brick in me. Our lines connect and stay buzzing. Oh, how my wrists are cracking and strained. I’ll hold this hard in my heart to go back to someday. You have to take a picture. You have to put your whole arm down the hole of memory. be ready to lose something, unafraid. The world will take from me again. And I won’t be ready, it’ll pin me to a flat line plane. But my arms are deep in the gods of living and life. I am drinking from the fountain until I wash myself down the drain. I hope you can manage to tie a rope round my waist to your waist.
6.
The harsh light of morning isn’t anything to live for When the dark night tromps down, The harsh light of morning isn’t anything to wait for Its outlines too sharp, its glare too loud The stabbing sun comes down for you even if it’s cold out Wait for the golden hour and tuck into the dusk, Animals brushing around Wait for soft light on your lover’s face like a halo Take her hand and walk down. Take her hand and wait for the line of the water to blur and black out. Take her hand and wait for her face to float back in the blue-dark now Two shadows, animals brushing around Two cones of warmth in the new night, the warm, wet dusk A day that has settled, been written, espoused Don’t wait for the harsh light Don’t wait for the morning Grip the night, grip the dusk, shoulders rustling Animals brushing around.
7.
You named her ____. You named her for a flower that unfurls. You put her together before you even knew. You wait for her. You named her for a flower that unfurls. You named her. Before you even knew. Her hands will reach around you. You will tell everyone. You named her. You Hustled when you knew. You saw the sun rise ten times in a row. You swept the altar where she grew. You named her for the ice and sun. You made a drink of what she would become. Before you even knew. You saw her racing toward you. You wait for her. You will tell everyone.
8.
In another life, I was your wide-running pony. You think I just gallop and that I don’t pray. You think that all living goes just one direction The wreath round my neck never gets in the way. Make me know the cold air is coming. Make me lope in the darkness with snow on my face. Make me believe that I have no master. So I’ll never seek one. I saw the bridge, but I went in the water. I wanted it harder, I wanted the way The rainy river keeps pushing against me Crumbles the wreath and spreads seeds with thickening pace. I am ready. The real cold is coming. Let me open my mouth and sing with the breeze. Count crows and directions and wait for an answer Crumble the living for dead leaves.
9.
You sweet baby. You have always looked the same. Every single day in your life Echoes the same way. You angel of basements. You grail full of grain. Every single moment you live Gets logged into your mainframe. And the trauma in your muscles Keeps you flinching, keeps you safe. The suspicious always watching Makes you a soldier In their shifting gaze. You thin cherub. You have always been the same. Perched atop a fountain, Collecting coins, but not to save. You spirit of sun rays. You writer down of names. Every window in your mind Will keep you wild, keep you stray. And the opening of your arms Makes the shy into the brave, And the wandering in your heart Keeps your closeness managed, far away. ... You wide window You have always been the same Sitting pretty all alone Adjusting light and sun and rain You concrete chasm You classic refrain ... And the echo down the street Is nothing you would change And the light on the leaves Is nothing you would change And the echo down the street Is nothing you would change And the light on the leaves Is nothing you would change
10.
Ox Blood 02:53
Don’t you want to taste what rocks you can crush Don’t you want to run with a little ox blood Don’t you want to eat honey Don’t you want to taste mud Don’t you want to take away your name You get that spirit in you and you run You see sticks and stones shine in the warm marching sun You think with your nose and the tip of your tongue And don’t you want to hold The warm body and blood Don’t you want to take away your name Don’t you want to take away your name Don’t you hear it hard enough And don’t you want to wait For an arrow in the ground To pierce your little fingers when you dig it out And don’t you want to wait For the wild call to come It comes from the cold hard ground
11.
Only the cat hears the radio at night. Its fuzzy notes and smoky frequency Stay low. Low key. All of the settled dust and ashes vibrate just so lightly. Make me A picture of the night inside my living room, all greenish grays. Make me feel like waiting. Keep me in a dream. I had a dream of you the same night you had a dream of me. While I was sleeping our minds found each other in the blurry room. Later we’ll sit under the moon and sing, and they’ll watch on the edge of the street. Make me feel like waiting. Keep me in a dream. But not drifting. The cat has given up waiting for movement in the night. The radio fills him up with space. He is silent, ready to sleep. I am locked in a room in my mind with no key. Meet me. I know you will meet me. I put out the dish and wait.

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released October 20, 2017

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